Cauchy and the Beauty of Abstract Math

3/20/2011 02:27:00 AM / Posted by Iron Lung / comments (0)


It seems at times human arrogance can stifle our own evolution and mental growth. There are instances when we must step back, remove our assumptions and accept the flagrant facts.  Our own beliefs can hinder our success if we are not willing to let go of them to seek truth. Some of history’s greatest minds had to over come such obstacles, struggling to balance out new knowledge with old habits. Einstein struggled with the contradiction of his personal beliefs and his theory of relativity, which also served to promote the idea of a dynamic universe. Cauchy had to endure some of the same as his political beliefs were more often then not, highly unpopular. Through Cauchy’s unique upbringing, he was able to have a mindset for logic and engineering, allowing him to propose the stress tensor and theory of elasticity, which have helped to shape our modern world.
Born in 1789 to affluent parents, Agustin-Louis Cauchy and his family relocated to Arcueli just one month after the start of the French Revolution. His schooling was domineering at best and undoubtedly shaped his formative thinking and logic. After placing second out of 293 students for the Ecole Polytechnique entrance exams, Cauchy had to put his own outlooks aside in order to excel, as the school function under military discipline. It was at this point when Cauchy turned his attention to civil engineering, and the math world would never be the same.
After a brief engineering stint and two published manuscripts, Cauchy began to shift his attention to more abstract forms of mathematics. Among the most noticeable milestones of his early work, is his theory of series, which was instrumental in developing the idea of convergence and other principles in limits. He soon moved onto complex functions and rigorous notations.
As humans, we sometimes forget to think about our own frailty. In fact we tend to think of ourselves as rigid bodies, a thought we tend to project towards other mediums. Cauchy helped usher in a new way of thinking in mechanics. He proposed that when a body meets an external force, it deforms, and starts a process to attempt to regain its previous form. This would mean that bodies are not rigid, but instead are malleable to an extent. This was just the tip of the iceberg for Cauchy, but it was the beginning of the theory of elasticity. A theory that spawned in the midst of continuum mechanics, it began by ignoring the fact that matter is composed of atoms, and indeed not continuous, a continuum concept assumes that the substance of the body is distributed uniformly throughout, and completely fills the space it occupies. Continuum mechanics studies objects with plotted properties in all points of space. For example, the movement of a cricket ball would be described as a single velocity vector at a single point in space. However, its velocity in every point in space describes the motion of a fluid. The force experienced at every point in space calculates stress.
Before diving deeper into the theory, we begin to build an immediate relation between stress and force. The irony is that if it were not for math and this formula, both of these elements would remain completely intangible. Essentially, stress is defined within this theory as the measure of internal forces as a result of body forces reacting to surface forces. If we had a cube and laid a bowling ball on top of it, the bowling ball would be applying surface force. The initial attempt to balance out this surface force would impact the cube directly hence body force. If we were to hypothetically divide the cube along a plane through the cube, then a new plane of internal forces becomes visible. Here we can see the actions brought forth to maintain equilibrium, better known as stress. 
As a direct result of surface and body forces colliding, the body may warp internally. The amount of, and severity of warping is defined as strain. Hooke’s Law is an imposing example of a linear correlation between stress and strain. It was first published as a Latin anagram in 1678 that read “Ut tensio, sic vis”. Translated, this means “As the extension, so the force”.  This is where we get the direct link between the two; the extension or distortion produced, is directly proportional to the load or applied force. Objects that are of a high elasticity often obey Hooke’s Law, but there are of course instances where it may no longer apply. For instance, Hooke's law is only valid for a portion of the elastic range in some materials such as aluminum. For these materials a proportional limit stress is defined, below which the errors associated with the linear approximation are negligible. This helps us everyday whether we realize it or not.
A proportional limit, or yield strength, is a common factor in modern engineering. More likely then not, steel beams are supporting the very building you are on. The placement of those beams along with the knowledge of where and how to place them in accordance to weight and support is what is keeping you from crushing your downstairs neighbor. A yield, in engineering terms, is the amount of stress that can be applied before the object surpasses elasticity and moves into the realm of plasticity. The difference being that with plasticity, the deformation caused due to stress is not reversible.
It is not farfetched to say the without Cauchy, some of the world’s most beautifully engineered buildings would not exist. The practice of designing buildings around these concepts has become known as structural engineering, which started with the Egyptians and the pyramids, and continues to this day. The Gateway Arch in St. Louis, the Sydney Opera House in Australia, the Millennium Dome in the UK, the Burji Khalifa in Dubai; all of these beautiful creations would not be possible without an inquisitive mind and structural engineering, a knowledge of stress loads on materials.
Without fully realizing it, Cauchy paved way for modern architecture, and also inspired me to apply his principles to another structure, the human being. Bringing us back in to the human realm, we can now apply these principles to life. There is an outside force, or a surface force, which is something that we have little or no control over, that is affecting our bodies. Our bodies which in some cases may also be considered as the mind, then reacts by putting out equal force to attain equilibrium. The strain and result of the two forces is what we would consider stress. Therefore, the difference between plasticity and elasticity is exactly how much stress we can take before we break. Bringing in the human element only makes the equations that much more complicated.
In physics, other factors aside from force are variables in defining stress. Thus, when speaking about stress in the biological sense, we must also take into account the timing of the occurrence in relation to the subject’s current life events and surroundings. Once all the other variables are in place, we can then define the amount of the force applied with regard to the individual. The elasticity of the subject will be due to the resiliency and toughness of character, as this will determine how quickly the person is able to return to a balanced state. Once we can establish this, we can now compare the two on a case-by-case basis and further study the effects of stress and forms on manipulating it.
In the grand scheme of things, Cauchy could not have seen how important his work would be to our modern world. His meticulous formulas paid off in theories that helped shape our world. Despite his upbringing and the challenges he faced in a politically changing France, he managed to produce vast amounts of publications. There are instances when we must step back, remove our assumptions and accept the flagrant facts.  Our own beliefs can hinder our success if we are not willing to let go of them to seek truth. Some of history’s greatest minds had to over come such obstacles, struggling to balance out new knowledge with old habits. Luckily for us, Cauchy was able to do so. His stress tensor helped the theory of elasticity, which allowed us to improve structural engineering. The applications seem endless. By stripping away my own ideals and beliefs as Cauchy did, through rigorous testing until it is infallible, I intend to apply the theory of elasticity to the human version of stress, in hopes to better our own structural composition. 

"It ain't Hip Hop to me..." What happened to BEP?

3/19/2011 11:14:00 PM / Posted by Iron Lung / comments (0)

Maybe I’m a purest, maybe I’m hanging on to something that wasn’t meant to be. I’m sure a few of you remember what the Black Eyed Peas sounded like before the moneybag hit the fan (and the arrival of Fergie). I’ve been jamming to a lot of early 2000 stuff recently while I’m writing my papers and stuff for school. This old BEP song comes on, BEP Empire, and I’m like “damn yo, they talking shit about their future selves”. The second verse was the one that really caught my ear…
“It's the Black Eyed Peas shore climbin up the Empire
State tower livin is the mission desired
I see a lot of liars so to dem I cross and fire
and they lyrics soundin tired, repetitious and expired
Cool dem down troop before they time get picked
I can't take dem serious talkin about bullshit
Got money and cars but, can't bullshit
and your lyrics are soundin like, some doo doo shit
While I'm holdin the mic tight, recite livin insight
so we can all benefit from the artform
Men who took (??) you to make dough
but forgot the main goal, almost lost the soul and got norm
Cause everybody's talkin bout, high profilin
but it ain't hip-hop to me (why why why)
Cause everybody's talkin bout, high profilin
but it ain't hip-hop to me (so check it out y'all)

The lyrics are from an early 2000 song called BEP Empire, this now sounds severely out of place coming from the most corporate band in America. Here is an excerpt from an article in the Wallstreet Journal.

“About 30 minutes into every concert on the Black Eyed Peas' current tour, band leader will.i.am performs a freestyle rap, riffing on text messages sent by audience members. It's a flashy solo turn for the musician who has steered the group since 1995. It's also a moment in the spotlight for the tour's primary sponsor, BlackBerry, which delivers the messages scrolling up two huge screens on the stage.
On its path from rootsy L.A. hip-hop troupe to pop juggernaut, the Black Eyed Peas have been escorted by a parade of corporate backers. From Coors to Levi's, Honda to Apple, Verizon to Pepsi, brands have padded the group's video budgets, underwritten its tours and billboarded band members in prominent places. When Apple was preparing the 2003 launch of the iTunes store, The Peas' "Hey Mama" became the first song associated with the iconic campaign's dancing silhouettes, a point of pride for will.i.am, the band's frontman.
For the musician, wooing potential corporate partners has become as integral to his job as the DJ sets he does on tour at after-parties sponsored by Bacardi. Often will.i.am pitches the concepts himself using "decks" that sum up the Peas' package, frequently in PowerPoint form.
"I consider us a brand. A brand always has stylized decks, from colors to fonts. Here's our demographic. Here's the reach. Here's the potential. Here's how the consumer will benefit from the collaboration."
If will.i.am wasn't in music, "He'd be the best ad executive on Madison Avenue," says Randy Phillips, president and CEO of the concert promoter AEG Live. "I've never seen anyone more astute at dealing with sponsors' and companies' needs and understanding their brands." He says he's planning to have the rapper deliver a seminar to AEG's global marketing team.
Marketers love the Black Eyed Peas for the rainbow ethnicity of the band's four members. They like its global fan base, and its fetching party anthems like "Boom Boom Pow" and "Imma Be." They like that the band achieves the near-impossible in these post-Michael Jackson times—making both kids and their parents feel cool. All this has turned the Peas into what seems like the only pop ensemble that a fragmented America can agree on. Though the members rhyme, it's not a rap group. Its chugging dance beats, spacey effects, and repetitive hooks have been engineered as party mixes."

            Truth be told, I can’t stand any of the new BEP music no matter how hard I try, even remixes by some of my new favorite artists such as Wolfgang Gartner, bare no fruit. I think there is a difference between teaming up with a corporate sponsor to push a tour and changing your music and show around to attract the most sponsors. That seems to be the very definition of sell-out. Yeah I said it, I’m sure I’m not the first you hear use that word when talking about BEP, and I won’t be the last. I’m not trying to bash, just simply wondering how does this happen, and what your thoughts on it are. I would find it a bit different if a small time band did it from the get go to make money, chances are I wont like the music anyway, but a band signed to a label making records and going on tours, releasing albums and then deciding to pretty much sell ad space during their live set? What happened to the black eyed peas?!

You can read the full WSJ article here:

45% of Students don't learn in first 2 years of college

1/28/2011 11:11:00 AM / Posted by Iron Lung / comments (0)

Reblogged from http://phi2010.blogspot.com
Thursday, January 20, 2011
45% of students don't learn much in college



In the Huffington Post.
The research of more than 2,300 undergraduates found 45 percent of students show no significant improvement in the key measures of critical thinking, complex reasoning and writing by the end of their sophomore years.

My Response:


There seem to be several factors wrong with this study. For one, we have no information on the control group. Students learn in a variety of ways, and some students won’t grasp concepts as easy if they are not taught in a style they understand.
I have attended both a four-year university and a community college and my experiences differ from others. I was at a four-year school right out of high school and my maturity level was on the floor. 300 plus students in a lecture with professors who could careless if you pass or fail, it was the TV experience in a way. I had a few professors tell me they taught part time at Miami Dade and after failing a few classes I gave it a try. It took awhile for me to get back into school but retaking some courses at the college level I noticed vast differences.
First and foremost, class sizes. 45 students in a class may seem packed to some but this was miniscule to me. And generally the professors seem more motivated to actually teach you something. My problem was just that the material seemed a lot easier. Maybe it was the time away from school, my maturity level rising, standards taking a dive in order to raise graduation rates, I don’t know; but two courses I failed at the university level, I passed with ridiculous ease last semester at Dade. It feels more like 13th grade then it does a college or university.
For this study to be prevalent, it should discuss the type of students that were polled and also compare academic goals past and present to highlight any deviations. Whether or not the student works and how many hours is also a factor. The study may not have to divulge the names of the institutions but at least its status as a 4 or 2-year school. This macro view on the quality of education also alienates the individuals. Perhaps where I found classes easier, someone else found more personal and therefore learned the subject better than they would have at a bigger school.
I wouldn’t take this study too seriously; education truly is what you make of it. 

DOOMsday!!!

1/19/2011 01:47:00 AM / Posted by Iron Lung / comments (0)


I want I want I want! That’s all I could say when I opened up my sneak peak email whose subject line only read as “What’s in that Lunch Box!?” I open it up and there it was, in all its tin glory, a Doom lunch box. Fully clad with “Operation: Doomsday” cover art, the real treasure lay inside… a long over due re-issue of the debut of MF Doom album with tons of goodies all enclosed in a collector’s wet dream of a tin edible fuel source carrier. I’ll let Stones Throw take it from here…


The history of MF DOOM's debut album OPERATION: DOOMSDAY is a spotty one - it's been released in at least two different versions on different labels, out of print, bootlegged, and even released once with a cheap scan of the original cover.

This Spring DOOM's own label Metalface Records will be releasing the first complete & remastered version of OPERATION: DOOMSDAY, containing the original album, alternate versions, b-sides and instrumentals - 51 tracks total - with all new artwork and two deluxe, metal formats:

LUNCH BOX 2/CD and METAL 4/LP BOX each containing a 32-page lyric book, and set of 10 cards with images of the Operation Doomsday MCs.

Stones Throw will have an advance sale on these two formats. Complete photos and pre-sale will be announced soon. The artwork, which we previewed last year, was created by Jason Jagel and Jeff Jank, who also designed Doom's 2005 album MM FOOD.



You Are What You Eat

12/08/2010 05:15:00 PM / Posted by Iron Lung / comments (0)

            For years the American food giants have had the nation’s diet in a strangle hold. It is a handful of companies that truly govern what goes into our bodies (Food). This is not just something that affects a few of us; this will affect us all, and even our children and future generations to come. The food industry has been manipulating the nation’s dietary lifestyle through misleading marketing, monopolization of the industry, and having the law on their side thanks to high-powered attorneys and implicated legislators. Fighting such a monstrous machine can seem like a daunting task, and often we may find ourselves asking, “How can I actually make a difference?” If we shift our focus from the national picture and start small, we can make the biggest impact. By educating ourselves on what goes into our bodies and what’s in our food, as well as using the legislative system to our advantage, we can start to change the industry that is plaguing our nation and how we live. By implementing these steps we can then start to counter the industry with our own alternatives, such as buying local goods, learning about sustainable farming, and getting involved with our legislators.
            Education is the first step. We have to remove the proverbial blinders that we have grown accustomed to. The entire industry as a whole has removed us from the connection we once shared with our food. It has become desensitized. The end result, we no longer pay attention to what goes into our bodies, and if we do, we don’t know what has gone into our food. “The old saying “you are what you eat,” also applies to the animals we consume (Bongiorno).” Chicken, for example, is one of the most consumed meats on the planet. Chickens are farmed together in these cramped spaces to be able to maximize profits (Food). The animals are inhumanely de-beaked so they don’t kill each other, and they are slowly fed low doses of arsenic and antibiotics in an effort to help keep them disease free since they end up walking on their own feces (Bongiorno). This is the best instance to illustrate how the wool is being pulled over our eyes. Especially now with a quasi-uprising against the food industry, they are fooling us into thinking they are complying. They accomplish this through misleading packaging and loosely adapted words. “Natural”. You see this word everywhere now, but just because it says natural, does not assure it is. USDA Certified Organic is the most natural regulated food you can buy short of growing your own or visiting a farmers market. In this case, our chickens would be fed 100% vegetarian organic feed (Bongiorno). The most misleading package would be the one that says “Natural” chicken. According to the USDA, the word “Natural” signifies that the product is minimally processed, has no artificial flavoring, coloring, chemical preservatives or artificial or synthetic ingredients (NOP). This is actually the minimum requirement for all processed chicken, and it makes no statements about genetically altered products. To make matters worse, currently there is no third party system in place to verify these requirements are being met. To be green in our households, we can make sure we have a clean surface to prepare and cook, this will help eliminate illness. We can also remove all the skin from the chicken, and try and buy organic whenever possible (Bongiorno). To eradicate the problem, we must eliminate or cut down on our dairy, meat, and poultry consumption.
            We are being misled in several ways by packaging alone. We are lead to believe that products with the words “natural” and “healthy” really are just that, and we indulge. The biggest mistake people make is eating the entire package contents. A good majority of consumers are not aware of the serving sizes for the snacks and meals they are eating. Marketing plays a huge role in this. “Buy more, save more. 20% more free! 0%Trans Fat, One can, one serving.” These are all things we are enticed to consider. So we drink that can, that was actually two servings, and save another for lunch since they were “buy one, get one free”. The marketing and labels are fooling us all. Dr. David Ludwig of Children’s Hospital Boston researched this very epidemic and its links to childhood obesity. About the marketing ploys used, Dr. Ludwig says, “…there are the commercials that promote consumption of the highest calorie, poorest quality foods imaginable. A child today sees an estimated 10,000 food commercials a year, mostly for junk food. And of course junk foods have invaded every walk of life, including school vending machines.” (Gillham).
            Through these marketing tactics, the food industry has become a sort of self-fulfilling prophecy. They have taken over the mainstream media and made it nearly impossible for the smaller independent farmers to compete. They have also managed to become influential in departments that would cause a conflict of interest, such as the FDA. “In 1972, the FDA conducted approximately 50,000 food safety inspections. In 2006, the FDA conducted 9,164 (Food). ” This shows over an 80% drop in safety inspections of food processing plants, a number that is still steadily on the decline. Unfortunately, due to how our economy is brainwashed to think, the motto of cheaper is always better reigns supreme. This would explain why genetically altered products, pesticides, and factory farming are still accepted the norm.
            It is lax thinking like this that leads to the death of 5,000 Americans each year from foodborne illness (Food). E.coli poisoning and salmonella are the two major threats to our health posed from factory-farmed produce.  In fact, “the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention estimates that 76 million Americans are sickened, 325,000 are hospitalized and 5,000 die each year from foodborne illnesses (Food).” Being followed closely only by cancer, the number 1 killer in the United States according to the CDC is heart disease (Fast). Our vast consumption of meat, cheese, milk and eggs, is slowly digging our graves. We need to learn from the example presented in Kevin’s Law and demand a shift in national food safety (Food).
            There are several different ways we can attack this beast of an issue on a smaller scale to be able to make a significant difference in the long run. By educating ourselves on what goes into our bodies and what’s in our food, as well as using the legislative system to our advantage, we can start to change the industry that is plaguing our nation and how we live. By implementing these steps we can then start to counter the industry with our own alternatives, such as buying local goods, learning about sustainable farming, and getting involved with our legislators.
The first step of being informed is by far the biggest. The removing of the blinders and coming to terms with what is the current situation of our national food system will help us break the cycle we are stuck in. By understanding nutrition and how our bodies work, we will be much more knowledgeable and thus not easily fooled when it comes to clever marketing ploys or misleading package info. We can help break the domination they maintain on the industry by buying from local farmers. “…The average food product travels about 1,500 miles to get to your grocery store” and this is not even taking into consideration the greenhouse gasses emitted from transportation needed to move it (Food).
As consumers, we need to make it a point to be informed. We should know what is in our food and where it is coming from. Pesticides are linked to autism and other neurological disorders (CDC). We should also look into sustainable farming. Even the smallest garden planted makes a huge difference. But to truly change the way the industry is manipulating how we eat, we need to take it to the top. Congress has to hear our voice in order to enact changes to how the food industry runs. Kevin’s Law has been proposed several times, but it always gets vetoed before becoming a law. Kevin’s Law would in fact allow the USDA the ability to enforce its own regulations but being able to shut down plants that continually breach basic health standards (Revive). We need to take the power back from the food industry. Through understanding our bodies and principles of human nutrition, we can break the cycle and start a new paradigm. Also, by using the legislature to our advantage and staying informed, we can shape the future of the industry, along with applying healthier alternatives like, buying from local farmers markets, looking into small personal sustainable gardens, and reviving Kevin’s Law and other such laws that would shift the balance back our way (Revive). Stay smart, stay informed and stay green, since we are what we eat.




SOURCES:


Bongiorno, Lori. Green, Greener, Greenest: a Practical Guide to Making Eco-smart Choices a
Part of Your Life. New York: Perigee Book, 2008. Print.

FASTSTATS - Leading Causes of Death." Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. CDC, 31
Dec. 2009. Web. .

Food, Inc. Dir. Robert Kenner. Perf. Michael Pollan, Eric Schlosser and Gary Hirshberg.
Magnolia, 2008. DVD.

Gillham, Peter. "The Childhood Obesity Epidemic: How to End It." Dr. David S. Ludwig, MD,
PhD: The Childhood Obesity Epidemic: How to End It. Http://naturalvitalitykids.com, 06
July 2010. Web.
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"NOP Regulations." Agricultural Marketing Service - NOP Regulations. USDA, 21 Oct. 2010.
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Studio REDUX!!

11/28/2010 02:35:00 PM / Posted by Iron Lung / comments (0)

Yo yo, what up hip hop headz!!!

Well I know school has kinda taken me away from writing here as often as I wanted to but anyway here's the deal.
My hard drive crashed with all the studio files on it… and by crashed I mean the arm that reads the drive is hitting the wall so I can't access the info. The ENTIRE Lucy album is on there so I need to save up a bit and get it fixed.
That explains me not going into the studio to record my album, but I still have a few songs and verses I promised to others I haven't done yet. The solution? Home studio redux!!!

I have ordered a bunch of new equipment as a Christmas gift to myself (let's face it, no one loves me THAT much). Anyway I was borrowing a midi from Triple D (the other half of LAMEBOT) to work on beats and produce madness but I recently got my new baby, an Axiom 61 V2… still playing around and figuring out stuff on it. I also ordered a new mic that should be here next week. That means I should have a handful of songs done.
The mac has been the best investment I've made. I am now running Pro Tools 8 HD on here and it runs super smooth. I'm making my music off Reason 4 mainly but also using Pro Tools 8 HD and Logic 9 Pro and utilizing ReWire.


In other news… I'll be trying to wrap up a few projects before the end of the year, including an official LAMEBOT EP and my project with the legend, C-Rayz Walz, The Return of the Black Samurai. Shit is gonna be fire!!!! My production is mainly using Asian instruments, choppy drums, and fuzzy bass lines… with C-Rayz doing all the spittin', this should be a cd that you can leave in your car's disc changer.

If you're feeling the cover art and the project idea, leave some love on the facebook

Apart from that, I have two solo tracks you Dub and Electro enthusiasts should check out. One I made for Reznor and his soundtrack for The Social Network movie, I took the idea in his track and raped it and came out with my own twisted version.


And I also had to write a few papers for a class, I decided to substitute one of those papers with a musical interpretation, and thus I give you… The Yellow Wallpaper. Check the description for more deets.


Iight yo, I leave you with that. You'll be hearing from me soon!
PEACE!

Requiem... lyrics off a Lucy track

11/09/2010 02:21:00 AM / Posted by Iron Lung / comments (0)

the instrumental is done and so are the lyrics but it has yet to be recorded.
here are the lyrics

Requiem

Just a flick of her wrist sent me swirling into autobahn speeds searching for a need to flee the octagon. Its part of the service surely noticed and converted into something more then I could offer at the moment. I’m heavily wounded, she moves in for the kill but decides to shift the blame just to add to the guilt. It’s bad enough I already feel discomfort, now she’s out to remind me of what I took from her. Licks her lips slowly trying to taste the musk scent left in the air she could almost smell the blood. I was left leaking looking lower then my reasons. I could barely even stand, how the hell am I still breathing? Mildly amused at the strength that I exude; expression like kabuki as I finally made a move. I let out a laugh and took a few steps just to stand eye to eye and mumble under my breath… “I took our time together put it all in a pile and watched it all escape as I lit up the torch. Why force the issue. We can never be friends but with every failed attempt I see you beat a dead horse.”

I’m not like the rest of them, squandering and miscreant. At your funeral, yes I will sing your requiem. Finally sleeping fully covered up by leeches. One with your own kind I hope you rot in pieces.

Love bites and razorblades, reasoning on why you’re late. I don’t need to guess, I smell the traces of his aftershave. I started to speak but decided to just leave; I promptly turned around just to hear your speech. So every now and then I must be on your mind because writing random letters must take up some time. I kind of cut it close but my teeth held my tongue back. All I did was smile as you held my heart with both hands. Staring with a rotten calm eyeing up your bloody palms; arguing the nerve to take what’s left before it’s gone. I can feel the pressure extruded by every finger pressing in your nails just to make it wither. Whether or not you think this makes it better, the selfishness displayed doesn’t compliment your figure. Oh great, I can almost hear your response…“without me you wouldn’t write these songs.” “There’s truth in that statement but you’re missing the point, I’m actually really grateful for what happened. There’s no looking back because we both made a choice. Sorry, I no longer supply what you’re lacking.”

I’m not like the rest of them, squandering and miscreant. At your funeral, yes I will sing your requiem. Finally sleeping fully covered up by leeches. One with your own kind I hope you rot in pieces.

She dug her teeth into my veins trying to suck out all the plasma, draining my excuses thirsty chasing down an answer. I am just a man and we no longer are a tandem, when your heart turns black I will gladly eat your cancer while it still beats clumping fluids on floor. Rhythmically it speaks all the sayings I ignore. Constantly it leaks leaving stains upon the sleeves of both extended arms twitching mildly out of reach. Rolling on my back trying to catch my breath I inhaled quick trying to fill my chest. Exhaled, oops, there you went along with every other problem as a consequence. I got to my feet with a hand on the dresser, finally stood up and felt so much better. Shook off the shock when the lights switched off and all I heard was a loud voice talk… “I took our time together put it all in a pile and watched it all escape as I lit up the torch. Why force the issue. We can never be friends but with every failed attempt I see you beat a dead horse.”

I’m not like the rest of them, squandering and miscreant. At your funeral, yes I will sing your requiem. Finally sleeping fully covered up by leeches. One with your own kind I hope you rot in pieces.